UGG
I have writer’s block. Or at least that sounds like a good reason not to write anything. I just feel rather blah about blogging. There are so many emotional ups and downs on any given day that I feel like nothing I write is really what is truely going on with me.
My heart feels guilty most of the time for not being better at what I am supposed to be doing as a mom, wife, homemaker, christian, friend, whatever. Just feeling bogged down lately by the need to keep my house happy, but in order to do that I need to be happy. And well, right now I am not.
Right now I am sick. I have a bronchial infection of some sort, seem to have lost part of my voice, and just want to hide and not have to talk, or relate to, anyone until I am well again. The doc gave me perscriptions and I’ve got an antibiotic and an allergy medicine. And two cough medicines. Which may explain how I feel at the moment. I have been grumpy lately because I hate being sick. I hate feeling incompacitated and then unable to just lie around and get better. I have people who expect me to be the same as every other day, but well I just don’t feel like it. I will sleep tonight and feel better in the morning. But this is the time when I blog and well I just felt like blogging my current glumness.
So, sorry if this is a downer to anyone who reads. Don’t feel too bad for me I will get better soon. Just pray I can be a nicer person to my family.
So much for the art… eventually I hope to live up to my word.
Goodnight…
OH! And to whoever wished me a “Happy Birthday” from Elanyarts, thanks. That was nice! That day was a good day, wish I were back in it…
being sick is a bummer for sure.. hope you feel well soon.
So sorry that you are sick–losing my voice makes me extra grumpy, too! Not being able to sing or talk is just unfair…Hope you feel better and like yourself soon, Mindy…
Happy belated b-day, by the way.
I always feel extra grumpy when I’m sick- better to write about it than take it out on your family!!